Lost and looking 2

Rant time, I think. I don't know what I am putting down I am just kinda typing whats in my head at the moment so please bare with me till this takes some sort of direction. What to do what to do I am in a spot I guess one of those rocks and a hard place scenarios where no mater what you do somethings going to go wrong. Welcome to life right, I know I know no one wants to read this crap every person with a computer tells the world how they feel, or is asking for help, or looking for attention, maybe that's what this is but I don't think so. Cold, Emotionless, Heartless, Incapable of love, I know these things are not true or at least I fells them not to be. How can some one be called all these thing by multiple individuates and they not be true right. I think a long time ago in a... wrong thought a long time ago all I could do was love and show my emotions, but then through actions of youthful stupidity I fucked up something truthfully grate and have never found any thing like it since.   

To be continued

Lost and Looking 1

I have not written anything in some time, and in that time life has changed a grate deal for me in the past few years. I don't know in what direction I am moving with this, I don't even know if this is what I want to do but I needed to get some thoughts on metaphorical paper. So here I am, watching a blinking line on a page and wondering when or how I am supposed to put the vast uncontrolled labyrinth that is my mind in to something people can read and hopefully understand. As always please excuse my grammar and punctuation, I am not a writer just someone that needs something tangible to look at and understand himself.

Work, Life, Love, Sex, Loss, Hope, Money, Power, Music, Bills, Rent, Roommates, No Roommates, Time... That's the big one right everything else in there is normal, but time, time has a meaning to people that is so different for each and every one of us. I know your thinking it is the progression of minutes hours or even seconds, that is true but if you think about you find yourself say I don't have the time to do something you not always thinking chronologically.

“How did it get so late so soon?” ― Dr. Seuss, “Yesterday is gone. Tomorrow has not yet come. We have only today. Let us begin.” ― Mother Teresa, “A man who dares to waste one hour of time has not discovered the value of life.” ― Charles Darwin, “Time is an illusion.” ― Albert Einstein, “Time is a created thing. To say 'I don't have time,' is like saying, 'I don't want to.” ― Lao Tzu

To me at any given moment my answer may deffer, I almost forgot the one everyone hears most Time is Money. God I do believe that one a lot but, it is funny how when you are having fun time feels to move so fast how a whole day seams to start and end in a mater of minutes, Then at 4:30 looking at that clock ticking down time seams to slow and every minute feels like hours. This is one of the random things that runs in my mind every second of the day, so please don't think when I am staring out into nothing with a look on my face you cant explain I don't need anything I am fine let me think and work out my fun in my head. Unless your going to buy me a drink or its time to go eat please by all means hit me with something, otherwise let me relax in my head. 

Quote of the Day

Those who do not give a fuck change the world the rest do not...

YOLO

"I'm fairly certain YOLO is just Carpe Diem for stupid people."

Quote of the day

“I may not have gone where I intended to go, but I think I have ended up where I needed to be.” 
― Douglas Adams, The Long Dark Tea-Time of the Soul

Quote of the Day

Until the day when God shall deign to reveal the future to man, all human wisdom is summed up in these two words,--'Wait and hope'.

Alexandre Dumas (1802 - 1870), The Count of Monte Cristo

Quotes of the Days

“I was going to fight vampires, and my name wasn't Buffy--I was so screwed.”
― Patricia Briggs, Frost Burned

At The Bar (the one truth)

Life is one of the few things that never looks at you and wonders why you did it because it was there every step of the way no mater how many times you fuck up its there, it will back you up forever no mater what everyone says... just remember some times no matter what you think life can be wrong... but every now and then the wrong choice is the only good one left run with it always don't regret what you could have done.  

quote of the day

I want to wake up every day and do whatever comes in my mind, and not feel pressure or obligations to do anything else in my life.
Michael Jordan 
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Quote of the Day

“If you want to know what a man's like, take a good look at how he treats his inferiors, not his equals.”
― J.K. Rowling, Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire

Quote of the day

They left on another messages through time, pressed between pages or carved into rock. Like reaching out a hand through time, and trusting in a phantom hoped-for hand to catch yours. Humans did not last forever. They could only hope what they made would endure.
Magnus Bane

I love this bag/Backpack

I have to say when I saw this backpack online I fell in love with it. Cocoon MCP3401 SLIM Backpack is slim compact bag that has proven to be water resistant and very helpful. This is the only type of backpacks I will buy from now on, But for those of you who love you bag and just want it to be more organized look in to the grid-it system for some help.

The picture below is mine

Quote of the Day

“Nothing is permanent," Magnus said. "I know this from experience. But you can get new things. You can meet new people. You can go on.”

― Cassandra Clare, The Rise of the Hotel Dumort

Quote of the day

“How they loved each other, these three, how they had suffered for each another, and yet how much joy they clearly took from simply being in the same room.”

― Cassandra Clare, The Midnight Heir

Today

This is the song that never ends
yes it goes on and on my friends
some people started singing it not knowing what it was
they'll keep on singing it because

This is the song that never ends
yes it goes on and on my friends
some people started singing it not knowing what it was
they'll keep on singing it because

This is the song that never ends
yes it goes on and on my friends
some people started singing it not knowing what it was
they'll keep on singing it because

Quote of the day

The traveler sees what he sees, the tourist sees what he has come to see.
Gilbert K. Chesterton 

Quote of the Day

Turn your phone off for a few days, you will be surprised to see who comes looking for you. if anyone at all. DRL

Quote of the day

Most of the important things in the world have been accomplished by people who have kept on trying when there seemed to be no hope at all.

Dale Carnegie

A Story Unnamed part 3

After showering and dressing in the appointed clothing, black slacks with a quarter break on the legs, dress shoes, a burgundy colored silk dress shirt, and a black jacket.  Something I would never wear if it had been up to me, you see I am a Blue jean and tee-shirt kinda guy, don’t get me wrong I work in the business world  as clinical admin and dress in slacks and a polo shirt every day of the week. Somehow, I just never feel comfortable in clothing like this. I found myself standing in front of a rather extravagant full-length mirror, I was astonished to find the suit that I was wearing was almost perfectly tailored to me except a bit tight around the midsection, everything looked perfect on me with the exception for my damp tangled hair that went down to my mid back . I looked around the bathroom for a brush but to my disbelief I found nothing, I gave up put me hands on the sink rattled off to myself "All this expensive stuff and no brush or comb to be found how delightful". 

Faith in Humanity partially restored

Burglars return stolen computers to nonprofit — along with apology note





Candy Stallings

Thieves who stole computer equipment from a San Bernardino non-profit returned the items along with a letter of apology. The burglars apparently came in through the ceiling, which prompted police to call in the fire department to help in the investigation, pictured at right.

By Willian Avila, NBCLosAngeles.com

Burglars who stole computers from an office building in the suburbs of Los Angeles returned the items – along with a letter of apology – after apparently realizing they had ransacked a nonprofit that helps victims of sexual violence.

The thieves broke into the San Bernardino County Sexual Assault Services office on the night of July 31, police said. They apparently came in through the ceiling about 10 p.m. and hurriedly took several computer towers and monitors, along with a laptop.

Police arrived and summoned the nonprofit's executive director, Candy Stallings.