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Monday, May 21, 2018

Lost and looking 2

Rant time, I think. I don't know what I am putting down I am just kinda typing whats in my head at the moment so please bare with me till this takes some sort of direction. What to do what to do I am in a spot I guess one of those rocks and a hard place scenarios where no mater what you do somethings going to go wrong. Welcome to life right, I know I know no one wants to read this crap every person with a computer tells the world how they feel, or is asking for help, or looking for attention, maybe that's what this is but I don't think so. Cold, Emotionless, Heartless, Incapable of love, I know these things are not true or at least I fells them not to be. How can some one be called all these thing by multiple individuates and they not be true right. I think a long time ago in a... wrong thought a long time ago all I could do was love and show my emotions, but then through actions of youthful stupidity I fucked up something truthfully grate and have never found any thing like it since.   

To be continued

Monday, May 7, 2018

Lost and Looking 1

I have not written anything in some time, and in that time life has changed a grate deal for me in the past few years. I don't know in what direction I am moving with this, I don't even know if this is what I want to do but I needed to get some thoughts on metaphorical paper. So here I am, watching a blinking line on a page and wondering when or how I am supposed to put the vast uncontrolled labyrinth that is my mind in to something people can read and hopefully understand. As always please excuse my grammar and punctuation, I am not a writer just someone that needs something tangible to look at and understand himself.

Work, Life, Love, Sex, Loss, Hope, Money, Power, Music, Bills, Rent, Roommates, No Roommates, Time... That's the big one right everything else in there is normal, but time, time has a meaning to people that is so different for each and every one of us. I know your thinking it is the progression of minutes hours or even seconds, that is true but if you think about you find yourself say I don't have the time to do something you not always thinking chronologically.

“How did it get so late so soon?” ― Dr. Seuss“Yesterday is gone. Tomorrow has not yet come. We have only today. Let us begin.” ― Mother Teresa“A man who dares to waste one hour of time has not discovered the value of life.” ― Charles Darwin“Time is an illusion.” ― Albert Einstein“Time is a created thing. To say 'I don't have time,' is like saying, 'I don't want to.” ― Lao Tzu

To me at any given moment my answer may deffer, I almost forgot the one everyone hears most Time is Money. God I do believe that one a lot but, it is funny how when you are having fun time feels to move so fast how a whole day seams to start and end in a mater of minutes, Then at 4:30 looking at that clock ticking down time seams to slow and every minute feels like hours. This is one of the random things that runs in my mind every second of the day, so please don't think when I am staring out into nothing with a look on my face you cant explain I don't need anything I am fine let me think and work out my fun in my head. Unless your going to buy me a drink or its time to go eat please by all means hit me with something, otherwise let me relax in my head. 

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Quote of the Day


Until the day when God shall deign to reveal the future to man, all human wisdom is summed up in these two words,--'Wait and hope'.

Alexandre Dumas (1802 - 1870), The Count of Monte Cristo

Tuesday, October 1, 2013

Quotes of the Days

“I was going to fight vampires, and my name wasn't Buffy--I was so screwed.”
Patricia Briggs, Frost Burned