Lost and Looking 1

I have not written anything in some time, and in that time life has changed a grate deal for me in the past few years. I don't know in what direction I am moving with this, I don't even know if this is what I want to do but I needed to get some thoughts on metaphorical paper. So here I am, watching a blinking line on a page and wondering when or how I am supposed to put the vast uncontrolled labyrinth that is my mind in to something people can read and hopefully understand. As always please excuse my grammar and punctuation, I am not a writer just someone that needs something tangible to look at and understand himself.

Work, Life, Love, Sex, Loss, Hope, Money, Power, Music, Bills, Rent, Roommates, No Roommates, Time... That's the big one right everything else in there is normal, but time, time has a meaning to people that is so different for each and every one of us. I know your thinking it is the progression of minutes hours or even seconds, that is true but if you think about you find yourself say I don't have the time to do something you not always thinking chronologically.

“How did it get so late so soon?” ― Dr. Seuss, “Yesterday is gone. Tomorrow has not yet come. We have only today. Let us begin.” ― Mother Teresa, “A man who dares to waste one hour of time has not discovered the value of life.” ― Charles Darwin, “Time is an illusion.” ― Albert Einstein, “Time is a created thing. To say 'I don't have time,' is like saying, 'I don't want to.” ― Lao Tzu

To me at any given moment my answer may deffer, I almost forgot the one everyone hears most Time is Money. God I do believe that one a lot but, it is funny how when you are having fun time feels to move so fast how a whole day seams to start and end in a mater of minutes, Then at 4:30 looking at that clock ticking down time seams to slow and every minute feels like hours. This is one of the random things that runs in my mind every second of the day, so please don't think when I am staring out into nothing with a look on my face you cant explain I don't need anything I am fine let me think and work out my fun in my head. Unless your going to buy me a drink or its time to go eat please by all means hit me with something, otherwise let me relax in my head. 

YOLO

"I'm fairly certain YOLO is just Carpe Diem for stupid people."

Quote of the day

“I may not have gone where I intended to go, but I think I have ended up where I needed to be.” 
― Douglas Adams, The Long Dark Tea-Time of the Soul

quote of the day

I want to wake up every day and do whatever comes in my mind, and not feel pressure or obligations to do anything else in my life.
Michael Jordan 
Read more at http://www.brainyquote.com/quotes/keywords/every_day.html#ybkFhqQSticrkfbs.99

I love this bag/Backpack

I have to say when I saw this backpack online I fell in love with it. Cocoon MCP3401 SLIM Backpack is slim compact bag that has proven to be water resistant and very helpful. This is the only type of backpacks I will buy from now on, But for those of you who love you bag and just want it to be more organized look in to the grid-it system for some help.

The picture below is mine

Today

This is the song that never ends
yes it goes on and on my friends
some people started singing it not knowing what it was
they'll keep on singing it because

This is the song that never ends
yes it goes on and on my friends
some people started singing it not knowing what it was
they'll keep on singing it because

This is the song that never ends
yes it goes on and on my friends
some people started singing it not knowing what it was
they'll keep on singing it because

Quote of the day

The traveler sees what he sees, the tourist sees what he has come to see.
Gilbert K. Chesterton 

Quote of the Day

Turn your phone off for a few days, you will be surprised to see who comes looking for you. if anyone at all. DRL

Quote of the day

Most of the important things in the world have been accomplished by people who have kept on trying when there seemed to be no hope at all.

Dale Carnegie

A Story Unnamed part 3

After showering and dressing in the appointed clothing, black slacks with a quarter break on the legs, dress shoes, a burgundy colored silk dress shirt, and a black jacket.  Something I would never wear if it had been up to me, you see I am a Blue jean and tee-shirt kinda guy, don’t get me wrong I work in the business world  as clinical admin and dress in slacks and a polo shirt every day of the week. Somehow, I just never feel comfortable in clothing like this. I found myself standing in front of a rather extravagant full-length mirror, I was astonished to find the suit that I was wearing was almost perfectly tailored to me except a bit tight around the midsection, everything looked perfect on me with the exception for my damp tangled hair that went down to my mid back . I looked around the bathroom for a brush but to my disbelief I found nothing, I gave up put me hands on the sink rattled off to myself "All this expensive stuff and no brush or comb to be found how delightful". 

Faith in Humanity partially restored

Burglars return stolen computers to nonprofit — along with apology note





Candy Stallings

Thieves who stole computer equipment from a San Bernardino non-profit returned the items along with a letter of apology. The burglars apparently came in through the ceiling, which prompted police to call in the fire department to help in the investigation, pictured at right.

By Willian Avila, NBCLosAngeles.com

Burglars who stole computers from an office building in the suburbs of Los Angeles returned the items – along with a letter of apology – after apparently realizing they had ransacked a nonprofit that helps victims of sexual violence.

The thieves broke into the San Bernardino County Sexual Assault Services office on the night of July 31, police said. They apparently came in through the ceiling about 10 p.m. and hurriedly took several computer towers and monitors, along with a laptop.

Police arrived and summoned the nonprofit's executive director, Candy Stallings.

Quote of the day

There are two type of people those who dream big and do nothing about it and those who fight head long in to the horde till they stand atop those how can only dream.  Dennis 

Quote of the Day

When one of your dreams come true, you begin to look at the others more carefully.  ~ unknown 

Quote of the day

A little sincerity is a dangerous thing, and a great deal of it is absolutely fatal.

Oscar Wilde (1854 - 1900)

A Story Unnamed Part 2

I awoke to true darkness the likes of which I have tried for years to achieve in my small two-bedroom apartment but to no avail, you would be surprised how many small light are floating in the blackness once the main light go out. I knew the moment I awoke, it was not a dream the thread count alone gave it away way, too rich for my blood or maybe I am too cheap to buy silk sheets.  As I lay motionless in this foreign place I tried to listened to the sounds of the building the people walking about and the city outside anything to tell me where I am.  A heart wrenching feeling hit my like the weight of semi truck,

A Story Unnamed Part 1

Last night I laid awake as usual being a recovering insomniac means, there are still night I just cannot sleep for one reason or another. I waded out of my bed to the sound of a crash in the living room swearing my cats name as I opened the door of my room.  I walked rather clumsily down the hall tripping on hard object falling to the floor as Mina darted past me without her typical I did not do it look.  I found the object by my feet it was a black scabbard, leather made the chape and mouth branded in silver the hilt of the sword covered in a hand woven black cloth.

Quote of the day

Before the quote let me tell you something, someone asked me yesterday if i liked Hispanic women or white women better. I did not know the answer at moment and I still don't. My response to her is the quote of the day for today.

I don't know, but the love of my life was Hispanic and  part of me will always love her till the day that I die.

she responded  with how sweet I was and that most men don't say things like that, I smirked and went back to my work. She told me she was sorry that me and my ex where not together anymore, I laughed and told her:

I have meet many people in the 7 years since we broke up, but know one person has the affect on me she did just by being in the same room as me. And I don't suspect any one ever will again.

That evening I was laying in bed and I did something I don't do often I prayed. I asked for her to be happy because if any one deserves happiness it is her.

Cya around  J.

 

Quote of the day

“Three things you cannot recover in life: the WORD after it’s said, the MOMENT after it’s missed and the TIME after it’s gone. Be Careful!” – Unknown

Quote of the day

“When the past calls, let it go to voicemail, believe me, it has nothing new to say.” - Unknown

I personally love this one its true on so many levels.

Last of Us

The Last of Us

What can I say but wow, no wow does not cover it.  This game is something the gaming community has been waiting a long time for it has been some time since we have gotten a game of this caliber.  Please don’t misunderstand me there are lots of games with great story-lines Assassin's Creed, Bioshock, Halo, and Final Fantasy to name a few but The Last of Us drew me in not only with its story but with the emotion it carried from start to finish.